Today on a walk through the breezy neighborhood, I used the word “crestfallen” to describe the feeling I had in my stomach. It was about a relationship I have with someone.
The Love has a unique way of finding you and pointing you in the right direction. But one has to recognize it first. It is finding, recognizing and following these signs that is most difficult. My personal weakness lies in submitting control.
I find such confidence in the things I do, I lose sight of the fact that I am on a ride. I am not navigating the carts, however. I often subconsciously choose to ignore this because I like believing that I can bend things that are unbendable.
Today, not 30 minutes after a truthful and enlightening walk my iTunes, chose from 41 days of music, The Smashing Pumpkins’ tune “Crestfallen”.
Thanks, Love!
Crestfallen - Smashing Pumkins
Who am I to need you when I’m down?
Where are you when I need you around?
Your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
And you may go, but I know you won’t leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
And as you were, you’ll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I?
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BRENTON: I am saddened by your pain and only Hope that from your experiences with Her, that, you become more aware of who you really are. Isn’t that one of the main purposes of our lives, to understand who we really are? Unfortunately, pain is associated with answering those questions about oneself. Take a look into your-self. What is it that you are doing that you may recognize as something that may require change. Admitting a weakness of submitting control is Hope that change is coming. Your life is not your own because it also belongs to a cosmic cause and that cause is one of the purposes you are required to fulfill in your life. Who am I to need you when I’m down. That is when one needs someone the most. But, without someone there, the need to have someone falls on YOU. To find YOU, to LOVE youself, to create PEACE within YOUR-SELF, and to become JOY-FULL. The Kingdom of Heaven is WITHIN. no where else. Who am I?
Excellent post and excellent reply. I don’t need to tell you that I know exactly what you mean and what Billy means by the “who am I to need you” line. We’re already writing a song about it hahah